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[family], a poem by Daniel Perez

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Sleep with my eyes open.

Hearing the redundant

crack as my heart is broken

and keep it submerged in tears

to truly know it’s choking.

 

Losing life

before my eyes

I send my organ to the sky

and hope to never love until

the day I die.

 

Admitting riddance

to take care of my heart’s

disappearance.

 

No one else’s love to chase

while ice grows in a particular shape and

formed a cold faux heart to take its place.

 

Stares grow colder.

False heart gets older.

Mentality changes as

he finally lets go of the boulder

residing on his shoulder.

 

Family doesn’t need him.

If he succeeds they’ll need him.

Talk about how they never [leaved] him

and as truth resides in your eyes you

correct, and say [left].

 

You hear their lies in every single letter that is spoken, but where were they when your heart was broken, where were they when your innocence was stolen. Which one of you helped me look for it? Which one helped me find my dad. Who told me to just forget him. None of you taught me to write, but you all wish to take credit and I won’t let it happen.

 

I’m angry release endorphins.

Ignore every family member

until they see me become an orphan.

 

Hold back all the frozen tears.

They want me gone I overhear

and so I pack it all up.

Leave with no regret.

 

Family said they’d never

Leave, but I’m the one

who left.

-Daniel Perez

 

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DanielPerez250Native to DC, Daniel Perez attended high school at Washington International School and is currently a freshman at American University seeking to move to Los Angeles to pursue acting. His parents are both from the Dominican Republic and he still keeps a close connection to the country that has taught him so much. Perez, published his first book when he was 16 years old titled “Si Pudiera Explicarte la Soledad”, and since then he’s published two other books “Written on the Walls” and “Sessions”. At 18 he prepares to release his most ambitious project titled “[conversations]” set to be released on May 4, 2013.